Search for something I found and lost

Have you ever wanted something to happen and it never does. I have been waiting for mouths and there is nothing. I start to loose hope. A sign is needed to show me otherwise, I don't want to give up… Have I been holding out for nothing? I wish I knew. I see signs that prove to the hopelessness. I don't know what to tell anymore. I need a definite sign, because I'm blind. If I don’t receive a sign then I must give in to my doubts. I would like a definite yes or no.

The people that can see all sides of a person's personality and appreciate it; they are the true individuals to value. It is deeper than physical surface and surface personality, but who they are. I thought I found that, an appreciation of someone’s soul. The good, the bad didn't matter, because it was who they were and you loved them for it. I only can hope to find it again.